Archive for October, 2008

Mr. Curiosity

Wednesday, October 29th, 2008

Hey Mr. Curiosity
Is it true what they’ve been saying about you
Well are you killing me
You took care of the cat already
And for those who think it’s heavy
Is it the truth
Or is it only gossip
Call it mystery or anything
Oh just as long as you call me
I sent the message on did you get it when I left it
Said well this catastrophic event
It wasn’t meant to mean no harm
But to think there’s nothing wrong is a problem, oh

I’m looking for love this time
Sounding hopeful but it’s making me cry
Trying not to ask why
This love is a mystery
Mr. Curious…

Come back to me
I’m a mr. waiting on and never patient can’t you see
That I’m the same the way you left me, left me
In a hurry to spell check me
And I’m underlined already in envy green
And pencil red
And I’ve forgotten what you’ve said
Will you stop working for the dead and return
A mr. curious well I need some inspiration
It’s my birthday and I cannot find no cause for celebration
The scenario is grave but I’ll be braver when you save me
From this situation laden with hearsay, oh

I’m looking for love this time
Sounding hopeful but it’s making me cry
Trying not to ask why
This love is a mystery
Mr. Curiosity
Hey mr. please
Do come and find me, oh
Oh, come on oh, yea yea

I’m looking for love this time
Sounding hopeful but it’s making me cry
Trying not to ask why
Cause love is a mystery
Mr. curiosity
Hey mr. please
Do come and find me

Love is blinding when your timing’s never right
Oh but who am I to beg for difference
Finding love in a distant instant
But I don’t mind
Oh love at least I tried, well I tried…

what if (song)

Monday, October 20th, 2008

I often wonder just how can it be
But everytime I think about it
Seems impossible to me
I wanna touch you, call out your name
Would you be my love, would you be my friend
Would you feel the same

What if wishes all came true
And each one had a star
That would keep it shining brightly
However near or far

What if a miracle appeared
And heaven was here for us to see
Oh what if you, were to fall in love with me

I imagine, a picture in my mind
You and me we`ll be together
Together for all time
Like in the fairytales
Where everything comes real
Would you take my hand, would you understand
Just how I feel

It`s not impossible
It`s not impossible
It happens each day
People find each other
Fall in love with one another
It happens this way
It`s not impossible
It`s not impossible
I don`t believe
If I close my eyes
If I make a wish
You`d be loving me

What if wishes all came true

sorrowful morning

Monday, October 20th, 2008

i woke up at 4am, time to get ready for i know that i must arrive at the chapel at exactly 4:45am, choir practice is the first activity this morning, and i cant help but to think of her, what is she doing right now.. is she already sleep? or is she watching movies like the way she used to. cant focus at the practice, theyre voice are just another noise for this morning. after the practice i remembered something, it was a line that was posted by one of my classmates in college in her Ym, it says “love is the simplest form of suicide”, and that is so true. When youre in love you are vulnerable to any pain, even if you wish to reject it, still you cant deny the fact that you are hurting inside and the best part of it? is when the one you love inflicts you pain.. The practice is finally over, my mind is still floating, still thinking about her…

Have you ever heard the song “beautiful mess”?, i heard it on the phone of one my office mates, splendid song and also have a wonderful lyrics. Theres a line there that really hits me, but i wont say it.^^….. time to go for work, the bus is rushing to my destination, and i have a favor to ask. if you see her on your way to the church, just tell her i love her, and i do miss her. thank you

hearts and strings

Sunday, October 19th, 2008

hmmm. 5 years of using friendster, and i never created any blog entry.. but you may ask, what pushed me to do this? well first of all my hearts feels going to explode, do not ask me what do i feel.. i just feel terrible… (and yes!! nagseselos ako!!! amp!). This feeling is the one i hate most… the way your mind float because of her and the pain you feel beacause of the one who courts her.

whos the girl? shes the girl i loved for the past 2years.. call me baduy, but i still keep her notes from the gifts she gave me last-last year….. (hopeless romantic) from every piece of the note she gave and from the last piece of paper that she gave me as a gift (now that i mention it, parang naibalik ko din yun sa kanya, kasi dun ko ginagawa yung mga poems na binibigay ko sa kanya)

i did court her,, but because of the people that sorround’s us, it didnt work for the both us. (at pano naman nangyari yun?) just imagine this, try to court the girl you love then out of nowhere your bestfriend will tell she love you, and the best part of that…. she made a move to complicate things between the two of us… (great! now that i remember it seems that destiny sucked at that time, maybe hinipnotise niya c “destiny”….)

I do love her, i tried many times to forget her, but everytime i see her, i cant…. i love you, i really do.. sana hindi pa huli ang lahat.

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Sunday, October 19th, 2008

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